Assalamualaikum.
It's been a while since my last post. Am quite packed with lots of work everyday. Mmm... I've been transferred to a new department since early April. But because I still need to complete my teaching, I'm serving two departments at the same time. Mmm...
Will move to my new office next Monday. But I plan to keep my teaching materials here at my current office. I love it here. My sanctuary. Huhuhu...
I don't know how I felt actually. Happy for the promotion though. But there's a slight sad feeling appear in my heart for the past few days. Especially today. I suddenly feel sad. Very sad. Maybe it's gonna be totally different environment for me. Different work, different people, different challenge. And different boss of course.
I've been here for five years. Has been doing the same things every semester. Suddenly I need to change. So it actually left a deep pain in my heart. But don't worry. I'm still being asked to teach one subject. My big boss prefer me to teach also. Yeah... It's part of me, right?
Life's like that! But still my heart is not at its best today. Why? Am not sure too. I felt demotivated since the past few day. I'm happy but sad.
Dear heart,
Please be calm. Don't worry too much. Let the pain disappear slowly. Life's like that, dear. Nothing remains forever. Take it as a gift from Allah S.W.T. I understand how you feel but I still need you to be part of me in this. So put the pain away and be happy with me. May Allah S.W.T. guide us and protect us. Aminnn...